Unbelievable

Such a nightmare and scary thought. All and all, I am still the person that I clearly know. There is never fantasy or drama scenes going to happen in life, at least it did not work in my life. If it happens at one day, probably that is my lucky day where miracle happen. 

Trust had always been a difficult issue to go through no matter in which relationship - family, friend or love. Congratulations that if you did not meet this issue ever in your life, but for those who met difficulties in this issue, I would say you just need sometimes to understand and accept the facts. That's only two possible outcomes, is either you choose to continue the relationship or not, simple as that. The key points are about your emotion and time, whether can you forgive or forget the person and how long do you need to complete the process - the process of healing from hurts. 

As my confidence often overload, I couldn't accept the facts that I am being fooled, especially by the person or matter that I seriously care about it. Perhaps I could, but it really takes a period of time for me to accept the facts and build back myself. Not only confidence but everything that probably had worn out without my notice during the process. 

I was trying to question myself every time - why am I so naive? Even a person that is younger than me could have better logic and more rational when it comes to analyzing a situation. However, I also think in this way - ' What if I try to analyze a person or situation with all the logic or rational every single time? ', that probably turn me into an individual who does not trust anything nor anyone, which is scary and the process may be tiring. What I need to learn or improve is to be more observative and spend more time to think (everything). 

People come and people go. Agree or not, everyone in our life is temporary except ourselves. At the end of the day, I just want to live and leave happily. Alone or together with someone does not matter because they may leave us or we may leave them in one day. Sometimes we just couldn't believe 'why?', and after we overcome it, there may be another issue happen and may make you feel unbelievable. The routine goes round and round until the end of life. 

Appreciate the people around you and cherish the moment because you would never know what's next.

Note: This passage does not mean for the purpose of debate. But if just for the exchange of idea, you're most welcome to leave a comment below.   

脆弱

曾经   很珍惜这份友情
虽然现在不那么亲近
但依旧乐观对待
我深知我们之间的变化
但对他的敬仰依旧

人心叵测
不管是否有添油加醋
但从旁人口中得知他觉得的我
让我觉得这段友情缺乏信任

曾经的美好   在现在看来
是多么的可笑
原来我在他眼中是卑劣的模样

羡慕和嫉妒   是两回事
任谁都会羡慕一两个人事物
但不一定任谁都会嫉妒
在我的认知里   嫉妒带着恨的情绪
我很怕这种负面的东西
因为很痛苦

我活着是要开心的
不是要受苦的

他有的   我不一定有
但我有的   他也不一定有
我可能会羡慕他的一些事物
比如   聪明才智   外表样貌   感情生活
但   仅仅只是羡慕   而非嫉妒
若是觉得我在嫉妒   那我想我们之间或许有点误会
又或许是   他根本不了解我

我若是嫉妒   我不会主动谈话
不会在发文底下留言哈拉
不会还在为当初的一些举动感到抱歉
不会想要在接下来的生日帮他庆祝

或许   礼物依旧会到
第一份   也可能是最后一份
作为这份友情的一个纪念
这一份感情不会结束
只是暂时不想再翻阅它

如果他真的看到这篇并且知道我是在说着他
我想说

我根本没有必要嫉妒
因为我真的过得很好
我的说话和做事原本就是这种风格
你若是觉得我在嫉妒你的一切
那只能说我们真的不了解对方
我不知道你会这么想   而你   也不知道我不是这样的人

不管他人言论是否属实
我知道这一切后并没有生气
只是觉得痛心  心寒
觉得这一切很不可思议
为什么可以因为另外一个人的出现而改变的如此彻底
彻底的连看事情的态度都不一样了
是想象力开窍了   还是变得敏感了

试问自己也从来没有做过伤害对方的事
若有   真的很抱歉
无心之过   望原谅

我暂时无法面对
这个结果太过震撼
心房有点承受不下
时间是最好的解药
伤口再大还是会愈合

此次的事件让我意识一个道理

“ 爱情的开始需要两个人
   结束不一定需要两个人”

我觉得这个概念也可以套用在友情上
友情也是需要双方同意才能正式开始
但是结束却不一定是两个人协议说好
有时莫名其妙的就不是朋友了

朋友的数量不在于多少   真心与知心的最重要

我或许真的没有朋友   但也不关你的事
如若造成妨碍   请正面提醒   万分感谢

（人一旦有了负面情绪，整个就很可怕。所有的快乐时光和回忆都可以被付诸于流水并且在批评的时候毫不客气。）

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我的人生，怎么了？

这一个月似乎有点不太顺遂。我知道人生不可能一帆风顺，但是最近的生活让我觉得心累。排山倒海的活动，新学期的课业，它们正在用一个很快的节奏让我不知所措。前者是我自愿投入的，说难听的话就是咎由自取。从上个学期假期开始都一直没什么休息，考完试几天后就开始兼职，后来因为婚宴表演而常跑去朋友家练习，过后又开始帮忙迎新会，然后就开学了。开学后，刚好遇到三天的连假，就趁机跑回家几天。（已经快四个月没有回去了）从家乡回来后又马不停蹄的开始了学生会的活动，国际学生的事宜和自己的一些琐碎事。明明忙得也还好，为什么一直觉得我在追着时间跑？真的，哪怕只有两天，我想休息。彻底的什么都不用想，也不用见人，也不用看手机，暂时消失在这个时空。

我前半段的人生都可能过得太安逸，只需要负责好好学习和参加学校活动就好，就连学校活动也好像跟着我的时间排一样顺遂。以前固然忙碌，但我很享受；现在忙碌，可是感觉快透不过气。自己本来就不是一个很会分配时间和管理的人，说白了就是安逸‘宠’出来的败类。有时因为太过享受很朋友相聚的时光，所以选择延后一些非常重要且必须完成的事。是时候该反省一下自己，并且对自己提出严格的要求，即便会心痛也要忍耐了，因为我还有一个最大的目标必须完成。

当初进大学的时候，是想要低调的过完大学生活的，而且因为学校也没有我特别想加入的社团，所以想说安静地当个路人甲就好。但是大二的时候，内心的那个自己在抗议，她想要别人的注意，想让人知道她是谁，想要别人认可她的能力。偏偏只想，做却做一半，是因为这样子才会更加的心累吧？本身的自制力就弱（坚持和毅力也是），事情安排得总比做出来的好，而且目前还学不会取舍，感觉每个东西都是缺一不可。骄傲的心态一直在，这也是我最担心自己的一部分，怕哪天因为骄傲而釀成了大祸。再撑撑吧！过了这个月一切应该都会好的。

最近也感觉自己整个人从里到外都在大退步，大脑也不太灵活。是时候思考一下如何好好充实自己还有未来的路该怎么走。

2016年已过了八个月，说好得存钱旅游，我一分钱都没存到。我这十九年到底学了什么，我开始怀疑自己，怀疑我的人生是不是生病了？

忙碌

距离上一次更新，已经有三个月了。很多时候都想简短的更新一篇，奈何本人的手掌犹如千斤重般抬不起，启动不了笔电。这种症状在现代命名为‘懒惰’。

对，就是懒惰！因为懒惰，糜烂的过了上个学期，勉强考了个3.44，距离目标3.5只差0.06，看到成绩那一刻，真的有股冲动想撞墙。如果上个学期不这么临时抱佛脚的话，3.5应该是稳稳的，无奈后悔已来不及。唯有这个学期，意志力要坚强些，死也要逼自己提早把作业做好。

五月份新学期开学后，我正式成为二年生，也就是说我在大学安然无恙的过了一年。时光飞逝，眨眼间，中学都毕业快两年了。所以不要乱眨眼，要不然时间过很快，开玩笑啦！

大二的生活一开始，生活整个排得满满的。因为第一年的时候的努力，所以大二的时候就不用上那么多课了。但是，由于本人参与的乐团于上个月30号有一场演出，所以上个月我几乎每个周末都不在宿舍，因为忙练习去了。忙碌的五月份周末，抽空参加了其中一个表姐的婚礼。然后觉得自己平日太闲，所以参加了一直很想加入的Mentor-Mentee Club。五月份的时候因为刚开学，新生里有几位国际学生，所以学会就为了让国际学生更好、更容易的融入当地文化而筹办了一系列的活动与工作坊，其中的重头戏就是于本月3号举办的International Party。大家聚在一起聊聊天，吃吃东西，唱唱歌。（我的Instagram有韩国欧巴唱歌的视频哦~ 别错过了）

忙完以上这些，我以为终于可以喘口气，休息一下，冲刺作业。但是，现实往往没有想象中那么美好。原先竞争的学会委员职位败选了，所以我就填补没人想担任的财政一职。也就是说，从本学期一直到明年的4月，本人就是学生会的其中一员。学生会的管事策划了一系列的活动让我们这些委员去执行，所以又开始小忙一点。好不容易忙完了自己的那一份，想要歇会儿，上天很眷顾我的，知道我最近有点穷，于是兼职就找上门了，是一间我曾经投过简历的服装业公司。这个周末开始上班，暂时为期三个星期。结论就是，我这个月的周末不无聊啦，因为要工作。换句话说，做作业的时间要想办法挤出来了。加油加油！

充实的人生，从这一刻起，再度起航！

（给我一点时间，我会把相关的图贴上来。）

17.03.16 满满的一天

好久没更新了，上来冒个泡，表示我还活着。

今天往外跑了一天，终于回到宿舍休息啦！昨晚和坤姐约好早上去给她们帮忙的，约的十一点，但我就十一点才起床。噼里啪啦赶快洗漱后就往她住的单位飞奔去了。到她们家时，坤姐和诺姐都出去买东西了，只剩魏大厨在厨房里忙，还有一位和我一样是来帮忙的小白。不知道是魏大厨动作太快还是我们来得太完，基本上根本没啥事情做，只帮忙调了两支蜂蜜水。后来坤姐和诺姐回来了，她们俩都进厨房去了，厨房太小，我再进去就成都了。所以就待在客厅里，吹着空调，跟小白聊天和看一小段韩剧。（最近非常火热的《太阳的后裔》）

十二点一到，灰姑娘回来了......开什么玩笑！灰姑娘是凌晨十二点逃走的，不是下午十二点。好了好了，笑话说完了，十二点后客人来了。三位大姐姐忙着端东西，我也没在一旁闲着啊。对了，还没说今天到她们家是为了吃什么，答案就是------四川火锅！！！三位姐姐特别有心的为了大家准备三种火锅，一个是素的，一个是不辣，还有一个当然是今天的主角‘四川辣火锅’是也~~~ 想尝辣锅的我和几位客人以及想念家乡美食的小白坐到了四川火锅所在的一角，然后开动！

第一次吃四川火锅，她们今个儿准备的其实不太辣，但就是吃多了会麻。就一个感觉，爽！吃了还想再吃！但因为我两点还有课，不然我一定继续吃。（哭）

告别了四川火锅，回宿舍拿了包就上课去了。

晚餐昨晚就约好了的，和日本姐姐们一起的告别晚餐，因为她们这个星期六就回去了。（哭）房间又只剩下我一个~~~ 虽然约好了时间，但是具体地点我还真不知道。神神秘秘的去到了岛田的宿舍，我们在那儿等了一会儿，就看见我室友（弘美）和丽姐姐端来了一锅饭盒一锅不知道什么。原来，弘美和丽姐姐煮了日本咖喱充当今天的晚餐。说实在，我有点惊讶，我以为我们会到哪些馆子去，但千算万算就是没算到她们会自己下厨啊！味道不错，但听烹饪过程好像是发生了一点小意外，没把我厨房烧了真是万幸！哈哈

简简单单的吃了我最爱的日本咖喱，聊了会儿天，大伙儿就散了。我回宿舍搁下包后，又往坤姐那儿跑了，因为我把我带去的椅子忘在那儿了。去到那儿，又吃了一碗辣锅里的蔬菜，顺便灌了点早上调的蜂蜜水。待坤姐讲完电话后，她依照约定，给我讲解了昨天我错过的那场四川文化分享会。真是大开眼界！

聊着聊着，夜深了，坤姐帮我把椅子一起扛回我宿舍，顺便带她参观了下我的住所。说了再见以后，就把准备送给日本姐姐们的信写完，然后洗澡，接着就是在这儿，打部落格了。

今天虽说没什么大起大落，但我就觉得今天过得非常满足，整个心被填得满满的那种感觉。所以即便现在是学期的关键期，我也决定花点时间，写下这篇网志。果然人偶尔还是要坚持点。

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A couple of weeks ago, I accidentally found Printcious.com when I am scrolling down my Facebook and the advertisement of Printcious.com successfully attracted me to pop in their website. (I am crazy of anything that can be personalised because I can have my name on everything that they offered. XD) Basically, this is how the Printcious.com website looks like at the moment I search for it. 

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Printcious.com provide printing services on various D.I.Y. gift items such as T-shirts, mugs, puzzles, phone cases, cushions, mouse pads, ceramic tiles, key chains and etc. You can personalised your gift by your own photos and special wording. Besides, they also offer online design tool which allow their customer to customise their gifts and have a pre-look. Do not worry if you are not that creative or innovative like me but you want your gift to be 'niche', their graphic designers are ready to help out at very affordable fee. 

With the clear layout of the website, customers can easily shop by the three main features at the top of the main page, which is 'Shop, Create and Gifts'. 

SHOP - Customers can 'Shop' when they really do not have any idea to put on a blank shirt and etc., perhaps you will get inspired from some design by the awesome designer of Printcious.com and start to design your very first.

           CREATE–  Customers can ‘Create’ their own personalised gifts with three steps that are easy as A. Choose a Gift, B. Upload a Photo, C. Enter a texts. Customers can customize the colour of the item and adjust the location of wording and photo as well.

   

GIFTS – Not sure what to send for your friend’s graduation? Pick one from the precious gifts collection. As usual, customers are always welcome to put on your idea on how customers want the gift looks like.

Here are some screenshots when I was testing the online design tool. 

           It is pretty easy and I am having fun when doing the design. The ways that Printcious.com carrys out the personalised service are slightly different from the others, it let customers participate partly in the process of production. It is totally YOURS product at last, because you can show your identity, your favourite character or maybe your favourite quote with the personalised service that offered by Printcious.com.   

Printcious.com is conducting their service under brick and mortar channel, which means they operate a physical store and a online store at the same time. Customers always like something that they can feel and touch, do not worry if you are not advanced on using computer to make your design, just drop by at their office and they will assist you as well. I feel fortunate that they have a physical store that can let customers to pick up their order since I spend much of my time in the university instead of my lovely home in the city.

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